INSANITY Day 9: Pure Cardio

Day 9: Pure Cardio

I am trying really hard to push myself. I don't want to see 214 anymore on that scale. I have three weeks before I go home, and maybe four, five weeks in total before I return to campus. I want to be as close to 200 as possible. Then it's only...What, four months until Japan? I changed my goal to the 180's since there's no way I can lose 40 pounds in four months (10 pounds a month...pfft, I wish). I will not waste my time. I'm not going to Japan as that "fat" or "big" girl. Tall. Yes. Black. Yes. But I'm not going to spend a semester in a country just to be fat somewhere else.

I refuse.

I will be sweating and digging deeper, dammit!

Day 9/51 to go