Darn.

Gained a pound this week, though it really wasn't a surprise. I had chicken fingers on Sunday (the chicken fingers weren't all that good, but the fries were fantastic). I also had pork and beans on Friday (I really like it with sugar. <.< It's a child hood thing and I hadn't had them in awhile...Anyway). Needless to say I expected to stay the same or gain a little. Next week I'd like to go below 237 so I have something to show my nutritionist. Hopefully a five pound drop or so (all together, not at once, but hey, it would be sweet. :) )

I am so ready for summer break. I just want a sleep all day and not have to worry about any due dates for a few months. It'll be sweet~ And I did really well with weight loss last summer, so hopefully it'll repeat it's self.

Also, Hello all new followers. :D
Thank you for taking the time to check me out. <3

Hit the 230's

Yup. This morning I landed at 237. It's getting harder and harder to get to these little milestones. I'm about 16 pounds from the big one, getting out of the "obese" category. If I leave school in the 220's, I might just faint. I'm not going to get my hopes up, but I'm not going to stop trying.

Wish me luck with finals and critiques. <3

I'm Getting Annoyed. :x

Well, my one year anniversary of weight lost passesd(April 1st is what the nurse told me). She's very proud, because she said when I came in last year, she was just hoping for 50, maybe 60 pounds, and that me losing 104 in about a year's time is impressive.

But I'm still peeved.

I know as people get smaller, it gets harder and harder to lose the weight, but my god! It's like my body is just doing it to make me upset now. Once I came off of summer vacation, my new pattern was that I drop a lot one week (five, six pounds) go up again (two or three), go back down to where ever I dropped, and chill out there for a few weeks.

It's annoying!

The nurse says it's fine, because I'm still dropping 5 to six pounds a month, but it's still a shock when I used to be losing double digits. There was no steady decline, I literally got off the plane and my body just betrayed me. All my planning has gone flying out the window. I wanted to be real close to goal weight by January 2011, but now who knows.

I'm actually of thinking of shaving 20 pounds off the goal for Japan and trying to reach 180-ish, so I won't be overweight (that's my highest possible weight). I'll still want to reach 160 of course, but I don't think I'm going from 240 to 160 in 9 months with how my body's acting.I'll just have to wait and see.

In brighter news, I dropped five pounds this week after a month of just "hanging out." I'll problably go back up two or three pounds, chill there for a bit, before dropping agian...Or maybe my body will get it's act together, who knows.