Well, my one year anniversary of weight lost passesd(April 1st is what the nurse told me). She's very proud, because she said when I came in last year, she was just hoping for 50, maybe 60 pounds, and that me losing 104 in about a year's time is impressive.
But I'm still peeved.
I know as people get smaller, it gets harder and harder to lose the weight, but my god! It's like my body is just doing it to make me upset now. Once I came off of summer vacation, my new pattern was that I drop a lot one week (five, six pounds) go up again (two or three), go back down to where ever I dropped, and chill out there for a few weeks.
It's annoying!
The nurse says it's fine, because I'm still dropping 5 to six pounds a month, but it's still a shock when I used to be losing double digits. There was no steady decline, I literally got off the plane and my body just betrayed me. All my planning has gone flying out the window. I wanted to be real close to goal weight by January 2011, but now who knows.
I'm actually of thinking of shaving 20 pounds off the goal for Japan and trying to reach 180-ish, so I won't be overweight (that's my highest possible weight). I'll still want to reach 160 of course, but I don't think I'm going from 240 to 160 in 9 months with how my body's acting.I'll just have to wait and see.
In brighter news, I dropped five pounds this week after a month of just "hanging out." I'll problably go back up two or three pounds, chill there for a bit, before dropping agian...Or maybe my body will get it's act together, who knows.
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